
...the day today was full of happenings...
...sometimes life gifts us with such special days when we get enabled to grow in our awareness...
...today my brother phoned me while work...
...and told me that he received a letter from the girlfriend of my father...
...they both shared more than years together...
...in this letter was written...that our father died before four months...
...the funeral happened in january...
...besides that information...she sent us the bill of an very extravagant funeral...
...at which none of us could participate...simply cos of the fact we got informed about this today...
...I'm missing the words at the moment for such...
...she knew he had kids when they met...
...I...
...well...I'm not in the mood for ppl or social interacting at the moment...
...please...excuse this behaviour of me...I just want to be alone and for myself the next time...

...I hope you are able to tolerate and acceptate this...

...I'll maybe logging in to get my thoughts distracted while trying a room...or not...
...I don't know...
...I love you all so so so much...!!!...


...life is to short to let chances slip by...take them if they are there...


...some of them are only given once...!!!...
...wish you all the best and lotsa...
...*hugs & love*...

